Tuesday, 02 December 2008

Frantic thoughts

It’s a slippery state of affairs. Learning new programmes, understanding the different dynamics that exist within different groups. Wishing I could type faster, learn faster. Feeling the tug of the holiday season along with work ambitions. Days are going by at lightning speed; my bank balance is doing the same. It is hot and my shoes are killing me, I want to sit and stare and think but I also want to complete a thousand projects and walk away feeling successful, motivated and excited. There is a plethora of diagrams and tables and images running through my mind but I can’t seem to collate the tasks in order to create something that makes sense. I am certain this isn’t making sense, but there is no time to deconstruct. So much stuff, so many people around all of a sudden.

9 comments:

dance said...

Remember guys, sneakers, or shoes with rubber soles, sandals or any open-toe footwear just won't do. A soled leather shoe like loafers will do nicely. The most essential aspect is that proper men's dance shoes must be comfortable and fits nicely on your feet. You will not be able to focus on dancing if your feet are sore

DT said...

am I going mad?

Rox said...

Hahahaha, sorry to laugh hun but what a weird time for spam!

I am feeling a little of what you are experiencing, but on a lesser scale. Sometimes I feel overwhelmed and panicky that I have put my clients expectations on me and that I will fail. Panic just suddenly grips me for no reason reason, it sucks.

Hope tomorrow is a better day, and that the week goes quickly!

po said...

You sound inspired at least! that is cool, that you are stimulated by your work.

dance: i will do my best to remember. mens dance shoes...

Louisa said...

Okay, breathe in...breathe out...everything's going to be okay. ;-)

DT said...

Rox - that really threw me off guard - I thought I was hallucinating :-)

Po - do you know I am actually quite inspired - It is a good feeling, when I have a chance to take stock!

Thanks Louisa - a slow exhale always helps!

302 said...

it's probably the shoes and the hair that's causing this mental meltdown.

you know shoes are most nb! and well a woman's hair they say is her beauty.

so when those are sorted, all social interaction and complex code is easily handled.

but i'd go with the holiday flow, this is the best time in Cape Town because nobody really wants to work - the really wants is what makes it different from every other day or month here.

Sunrise said...

I am sure I wrote on here...this time of the year, I dont know if I am coming or going...aagh

DT said...

302 - hair still needs to get sorted - shoes - I can live with the pain, most gorgeous shoes inevitably end up being painful at some time of the day! Oh I how I wish I could join all those holiday makers!

Sunrise - sounds like we are having very similar experiences!